Neither Beginning nor End

If everything was finished,
the world would be all wrapped up - back to
nothingness.
As it is, nothing ever terminates,
thngs are left in snippets
to catch up
to another day,
another era.
I dont know why
I had the idea I need to wrap everything up
that very minute
follow everything
to its ultimate end right away.
Now im happy...
letting things be,
somethings will never be complete
they will march on in their own minute pace
to something only approaching
like the limits of calculus
getting there, but never actually climaxing.
And some things are done over and over.
Life is somewhat like that...
you begin
not from the cells in your mother's womb
or in the dirt of earth from those first life cells
but in the dust that were the seeds of  this universe
and you will continue
not in the ashes mixing with dirt
or even in the genes of generations
or the birth of the awareness of the next era
but spread wide over the galaxy
as nothing separates you
from the space and the particles of the universe.